Some of you will hate this...

This may even piss you off.

Hopefully you can look past that and see the moral of the story.

After TheBulletin last week I was approached by one of our members who was rather intrigued by the story I had written. They also asked about the Torian Pro, which I am competition in this coming weekend. That got me thinking…

“Hey, you should enter that competition coming up in January”

they replied...

“Nah, I’m not really into competing”


Let’s be honest…

CrossFit, at a competitive level is hard work. It is time consuming. It directly effects your relationship with your family, your friends and your colleagues. It is expensive, and it can have both negative and positive effects on you personally.

Yet, we few who love to compete continue to get out on the floor and destroy ourselves.

Why not do CrossFit purely for the health and fitness benefits?

Because, the reason I do CrossFit is to compete.

I find training hard, tedious and somewhat stressful. I would love to spend my time competing every weekend.

Yes, I know…

 “You should enjoy the process”

“Fitness is a life long journey, do not rush it”

“Training is where the magic happens”

And, I truly believe all of that.

But, I really do get a kick out of competing, in a team or by myself it doesn’t matter. I love being out on the floor, knowing that I only get one shot. That I am here to test all the hard work that I have put in. I love the pressure. I love the chance to take a risk, and to put it on the line, knowing that no one is going to save me, and no one is going to do it for me. It is all on me. This is chance for me to fail, and know that it doesn’t matter, because I did my best. A chance to push my own boundaries, and go beyond what I ever would during training. A chance to push myself far beyond what I thought I was capable of, an opportunity to reach my goals.

I understand that is not for everyone.

I realise that there are very few people that feel this way about competing, and majority of the time people who are seen competing at competitions are peer pressured into the situation by someone with similar views to me.

Those people who are externally motivated to compete may or may not enjoy the experience. They may infact hate it, but I can promise you 9 out of 10 will tell you that it was a good experience which they are glad they tried.

There is absolutely nothing wrong with that.

There is nothing wrong with loving training but never entering a competition. It’s not for everyone.

I get that.

What is more important is understanding why.

Why you do what you do. Why you turn up each time. Why you go out of your way and spend your hard-earned money.

Whatever your reason is, awesome. Hold onto it tightly. Make sure you tell people about it, and help them find their why. You do not have to agree why, but you should agree that you can do it together for a healthier, happier you.

Michael Gillum